What are you giving up on?

Graduation picture!

Yep, too lame to go get mine taken professionally, so I saved some money by taking one little picture to hand out to a few friends, and doctored it up myself. Now I gotta go give out a few of these bad boys this week to some friends....:D

Anyway, I lost five and a half pounds this week! So amped up about that! Woo :P! And! Chuck got renewed for another season! That show is great, and it's such a simple, character driven show. It's silly. Fun. I love it!

I can't wait until next week! I'm going to King's Island and to a zoo an aquarium with Katelyn, and we're going to have a blast :))))...we're thrilled!!

So, basically--excited for graduation, King's Island, and SUMMER!

YAY!q

My major will be:
Anthropology

Minor:
Sociology

I assume I can do that.

Yeah...I can, I think. :D

YAY!

Now I know what I want to be fo sho!

Tonight wassss

Prom.

I didn't go though, didn't want too. Prom is just something where everyone attempts to outdo another with their $$$ dresses and hair and dates, and then they go get drunk/party and go home or whatever. Pointless. I don't think anyone really considers me part of any 'senior anything' right now, and to be honest...I don't really care. High school sucked anyway. I guess I'd like to be included in some things, especially with friends, but these days it seems the only friends I have is my sister and her friend, haha. And myself. Which is pretty pathetic and sad.

It's my own fault. I'm going to leave all the old behind as soon as possible. I need to stop being so darn isolated! I wish I could get out of my house more often...I'm going to try to get a job as a shaved ice lady :D. It'd be so much fun! Hahah.

Like I've said several times before, I can't wait for college because I'm going to just go do as much stuff as I can and explode because I can't do it all at once. But have fun in the process :D. I want this summer to be fun.

I love my sister, and she can be great, but she's young. I need a friend. A best friend! One who's a little more different than the ones I used to have. I think the friends I have now I have zero in common with. But I still like them all. They're good people. I still want to be friends with them. But I don't consider them 'best friends'. And I'm sure they don't consider me a best friend either. I'm pretty sure we're acquaintances to one another by now. Eh...things can change, though. I'm always up for change. I'll turn it into a positive no matter how bad it seems. And if it's great change, THEN GREAT!

I'm finding my way...

THE INCIDENT

LOST SEASON FIVE FINALE=EPIC

ALSO!

I recently finished reading The Time Traveler's Wife.

And...I loved it dearly. It was a lovely book...so wonderful! If you haven't read it, please, do!!!!!




I have already told Patty to read it :D! So go to your nearest library and check it out. I read it all in two days...just couldn't put it down. Ah! My favorite book now.

Oh...and the LOST FINALE IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!

I am of course having a small little party. Haha. But...not as big as the premiere. My parties for this season are a little backwards, I think. But anywho...YAYAYAYAY! *dance*

ow ow ow

MY MOM SMASHED MY HAND IN THE CAR DOOR!

i'd like to give you the update you haven't had

Ah.

Another rainy day. Well, at least it's not snowing anymore. God, thinking about how I've been stuck in my house, going from hospital to hospital in an immense amount of pain since the beginning of winter...oh...I'm not in an immense amount of pain anymore, though, thank goodness. But, still. I've been stuck in my little house for the most part.

And for the most part I think I've complained to some about it. Not to the extent to where it's very annoying, I don't think so, but just a bit. On the other hand, now that I'm about to go experience things and go decide my future...well, I am very thankful to have spent these couple of months going through what I have and spending this time with myself and my family. I believe it was all in God's plan for me to go through this, otherwise I would have been the same ol' Whitney that you all still know...

Which, of course, you all do still remember me as the same ol' Whitney. And when I speak of you all, I mean my friends, and the people I knew once before I was placed in this difficult situation I was placed in. I've grown out of my old skin, into my new.

I don't expect anyone at all to think that I've changed, but I do hope that they at least sense some of it. Or see it after a while. Maybe only one's self can sense their own inner change? Either way, it does not matter to me if anyone notices if I've changed or not. I know that I have.


I did delete my myspace for good. I have more important things to worry about now than posting pictures of myself that I thought were AWESOME but in reality weren't(That's one thing I've changed.), and even more. I will miss the people I talked to about LOST though ):. I do know Page commented the bulletin I posted before I deleted it, but I don't know what she said. I received an e-mail about thirty minutes after I deleted it saying that she had commented it. I figured that it had said something like 'Again? Doesn't this make the 345938475435th time? See ya back on here in a week!' Haha. Whatever you said, I guess I wasn't meant to see.


Here's an update: I went to the doctor and he told me my eyesight was good. The swelling is disappearing (woot), and I've lowered my medicine again. So all is good with that. I saw Kelli at Wal-mart. It was a little awkward...I guess it's because I haven't seen anyone from school in such a long time. I made a promise that I'd visit everyone once before school lets out. I think it'd be fun. Maybe I'll get a little something to let everyone sign...since I didn't get a
senior book. I would rather have that over anything else. Unless, of course, it's memories. Then again, I didn't really get to have that many memories this senior year with everybody...

I have a few options for what I want to be now. I'm still not sure what I want...I need to talk to an advisor at Marshall about everything...
But, here's what I've chosen so far that I'm interested in: experimental psychologist, forensic psychologist, something to do with law and chasing around people and kicking their butt--FBI?, something to do with theology, philosophy, music, language, religion, etc,--I could be a teacher/professor or work in some sort of organization...there's other options I'm sure, and then I like the idea of working with people in tv. Not an actress or anything..but maybe..a writer? That I'd love! And that last one is very unlikely. But yeah...that so far is what I am interested in...
I know I've made one friend for at least one year at Marshall...HE'S MY PREACHER! Haha. Well, I suppose he'd be at least an acquaintance. Which is good. That way I'll have someone I'm familiar with. He's been talking about our church a lot lately and to be honest, I need to go back....
I may just do that tomorrow.

So...there's my very, very lengthy update for ya. Sorry it's kind of the same thing as always.

love,

w.