In a month, what did I lose?

18.5 pounds in total.

I suppose that's pretty impressive....for a fatty. At first, I was losing a lot. I lost three and a half pounds this week...which was shocking, seeing as a I ate a piece of birthday cake at Katherine's party D:. But, I did really well, I think.

I want to lose sixty more pounds by August...which will be very, very tough to do and I don't think I'll be able to do it seeing as I'm now averaging three-four poundings a week. To lose sixty pounds by August I'd have to lose at least twelve pounds a month. And...well, if I lose three pounds a month, it's not good enough. But, at least I'm losing and not gaining anymore :DDD...right?!

I feel so much better, though. I'm participating in this horsepower challenge thing for the Slimdown Challenge as well, and it seems like it'll be fun. You have to compete against others...whoever walks the most steps wins. So it'll be kinda funny.

I'm really nervous about my eyes, too. I still see floaters and all every now and then. And I can't help but think that maybe I have some other horrid condition, sometimes, because of other symptoms I'm experiencing. I guess I'm a little paranoid. Not a hypochondriac, though. No, not that.

So yep...18.5 pounds in a month. Two pounds away from twenty, which was what I was aiming for...but oh wellz. I'll just keep eating healthy and exercising. I'm just trying to wrap my mind around it being a lifestyle change instead of some short diet, because...I mean, after I lose the weight, I just cannot stop 'dieting' obviously.

So, now...I am going to go rent some mov-ays and go work out.

Update soon (and hopefully it will be more well written and I'll have a little more time)