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I RECEIVED MY FIRST SCHOLARSHIP!


Eets about time!

challengers

:)

1. If I ever decide to publish a book/novel/poem/whatever, I would use a pseudonym. 2. I know a little bit of Latin and French now (not enough to impress anyone, trust me), and some Spanish. I want to take classes in college to improve.3. I want to visit each state at least once and spend a week or more there and go outside the country before I die.4. I wish I could live a thousand lives, drink the elixir. There's so much to learn, and unfortunately it's impossible to learn it all in one lifetime. I guess the beauty of it all is knowing that what you learn you learn for a reason, right?5. I'm usually a very strong person. I don't let what most people find upsetting get in the way. Sometimes it's a great thing, sometimes it's not.6. My perspective differs from most, not all, people around here. I enjoy it. 7. I think I'm destined to be alone. Not saying that's necessarily a bad thing. 8. I think I am finally beginning to figure out what I want to go into when I go to college.9. I'd love to go on a missionary one day.10. Last, but not least, family is the most important thing to me, besides getting ready for my own life (I don't mean for that to sound egotistical, but hopefully you get what I am saying here.) I want to become closer with my father's side of the family and continue growing with my sister, father, and mother. AND I LOVE LOST (:

In a month, what did I lose?

18.5 pounds in total.

I suppose that's pretty impressive....for a fatty. At first, I was losing a lot. I lost three and a half pounds this week...which was shocking, seeing as a I ate a piece of birthday cake at Katherine's party D:. But, I did really well, I think.

I want to lose sixty more pounds by August...which will be very, very tough to do and I don't think I'll be able to do it seeing as I'm now averaging three-four poundings a week. To lose sixty pounds by August I'd have to lose at least twelve pounds a month. And...well, if I lose three pounds a month, it's not good enough. But, at least I'm losing and not gaining anymore :DDD...right?!

I feel so much better, though. I'm participating in this horsepower challenge thing for the Slimdown Challenge as well, and it seems like it'll be fun. You have to compete against others...whoever walks the most steps wins. So it'll be kinda funny.

I'm really nervous about my eyes, too. I still see floaters and all every now and then. And I can't help but think that maybe I have some other horrid condition, sometimes, because of other symptoms I'm experiencing. I guess I'm a little paranoid. Not a hypochondriac, though. No, not that.

So yep...18.5 pounds in a month. Two pounds away from twenty, which was what I was aiming for...but oh wellz. I'll just keep eating healthy and exercising. I'm just trying to wrap my mind around it being a lifestyle change instead of some short diet, because...I mean, after I lose the weight, I just cannot stop 'dieting' obviously.

So, now...I am going to go rent some mov-ays and go work out.

Update soon (and hopefully it will be more well written and I'll have a little more time)

'bella'

god closed my eyes

now i can see


----that was the answer.