i'm bored.

oh...man.

I can't change. For the better or the worse. I just stay the same. Everytime I begin to change I start become the old me again. I hate it. It's the most terrible thing in the world.

What's wrong with me? Do I have some kind of mental blockage where I'll be just a sloppy pig for the rest of my life, haha? I mean, really?

Ugh....

Ughhh. I want a boyfriend.


....But, I must be patient. Right?

i make no sense.
whatsoever.

BAGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH