Wednesday, February 25, 2009

last night..

psalm 23 led to elohim.
elohim led to william blake.
william blake led to heironymus bosch and utopia (sir thomas moore).
which i know are both relevant to LOST.

I got pretty excited over that...
Happy LOST day :D!

Anyway, I'm going to the doctor today to take more pictures of my eyes. Wooo. So amped up for that.
Not.
But, at least it'll be over with...I just hope I don't have to go for a bunch of testing afterwards. Plus, that doctor's kinda scary. He starts talking...then starts yelling...it's really weird. Haha.
A little amusing to say the least.

Anyway, I just wanted to post a short little blog before I left...probably should get going now.

love,
w.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

weetwoot

I'mmmmmm goin' to Marshall!

80 percent sure, at least.

Friday, February 13, 2009

How is it, that...

I find out from my doctor in Lexington that I am partially blind. That I have no peripheral vision.

And on the way home, I see the most amazing rainbows. Two of them. I wikipedia'd it. This is what it said:

More rarely, a secondary rainbow is seen, which is a second, fainter arc, outside the primary arc, with colours in the opposite order, that is, with violet on the outside and red on the inside.

And that's exactly what I saw. It was a backwards rainbow...haha. But the real rainbow...it was absolutely breathtaking. So bright.
And I thought...wow. What if I go completely blind? I've only seen one rainbow in my entire life, this is my second. I haven't seen what the world has to offer, yet. I haven't been to Hawaii. I haven't been out of the country. I haven't been camping yet. I haven't seen the world! What if I lose my vision...how awful that would be....right?

Now, when I wikipedia'd the rainbow, I scrolled down some and stopped and this painting stuck out to me. No lie. I read it.
This is what it said:
The Blind Girl, oil painting (1856) by John Everett Millais. The rainbow – one of the beauties of nature that the blind girl cannot experience – is used to underline the pathos of her condition.

What's even stranger about this painting is that there's two rainbows in it. Not just one.

Anyway...

I didn't even get a picture to remember it by, because my batteries were dead. I only have a mental image...but I'm plenty happy to just have gotten to see it, trust me! It was very pretty.

Isn't that strange, though...? Maybe it's some force of the universe trying to tell me something.
Or maybe it's God. I don't know.

But, the next night, after The Office, I decide to watch 30 Rock because it looked like it was going to be good. So, I did.
And guess what? There was a blind woman! Haha. Maybe I'm looking a bit too much into it. But, what if I'm not?
And then after watching it, I was asked by someone if I had watched the episode. I never watch it. But I was asked anyway. That could just be a coincidence.

But the other stuff...is it all connected? I feel that it is. It's just too strange not to be. Is God trying to show me something? Is someone or something else trying to show me something?

Do I sound crazy yet?

Good.

Because I'm not going to get anywhere without letting go of my comfort zone and letting loose of some normalcy.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

liar

"it takes one to know one".

Think about it.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

i received a phone call yesterday and it just seemed totally off.

The weather was WONDERFUL today! I cannot wait until warmer weather...

Friday, February 6, 2009

I want this dress!

http://bandlu.com/product.asp?item=vict

I should just reconsider going to prom to get that dress, lawlz. Then go to prom in it. And everybody would be like 'YOUR DRESS IS SO UGLY OMGZ'

At least it'd be comfy...I would like to find a really awesome dress to wear, but I don't like spending a lot of money on one night. If I was rich maybe...

I think I might do it.

I really like that dress, haha..

Thursday, February 5, 2009

SIR/VAY!

1.How are you? How am I? I feel just fine. I'm looking forward to several things. I'm ready to leave Kermit, West Virginia. Actually, I'm ready to leave West Virginia, period. Anywhere is better than here. The only part I'll miss is my home and the memories there with my family. Home is where the heart is, they say.

2.Who was the last person you hugged?I gave my father a great big hug before he walked out the door for work.

3.Look to your left, what do you see?Danny on a ladder. He's putting in a new ceiling fan. It's about time we got a new one.

4.Where do you like to be the most?There's no certain place, but usually...outside. 4 AM and out on the beach, just watching the waves and thinking. Or in water at night. Or laying on concrete (that is a bit uncomfortable) looking up at the stars at night. I don't enjoy doing those things with people who don't appreciate them as much, though. So mostly, I do these things alone.

5.Whats your fave film?Can't say I have a favorite film. I want to watch a lot of new ones though.

6.What does the last person you commented on myspace mean to you?I can't remember who I last commented. I think it was family. So, they're family. They mean a lot.

7.What did you last laugh about?Last night, my sister and I were laughing pretty hard. We were talking about all of our favorite shows and making fun of all the characters....you just had to be there.

8. Where was your default took? It was taken in my bathroom. Yeah, my bathroom has to be the weirdest. Dark blue and lime green? Mhm. If I could I'd go back and change it. But it's too late now. It's not that bad. It makes good pictures sometimes.

9. Whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy? I always thought that I looked at appearance, but I actually don't. From upon meeting one guy, I barely sought out his appearance. I wanted to see what he was like. I didn't find out much, though. Anyway, that's something that makes me happy, because...so many people turn down others because of their appearance. They're probably missing out on so many great guys and girls. It's sad.

10. If your still in school, whats your fave lesson? I'm being homeschooled currently. My favorite lesson would be literature if we'd read more of what I liked.:D

11.What do you work as / want to work as? I'm leaning towards psychiatrist. But, something along the lines of FBI would be pretty cool. I also like writing. And archaeology seems fun too.So, if there's a job that has all of these things mixed into one, THAT'D BE GREAT.

12.Do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game?I play video games every now and then, it's not something I'm crazy about, though. I play Super Smash Brothers with my sister and it's hilarious.

13.Who never fails to make you laugh?My dad and sister :D!

14.What are you listening to right now?The clanging of metal and bolts and nails.

15.Who did you last have a sleepover with?Sleepover?I haven't been to one in forever.Could be because I've fallen off the face of the Earth.

16.I bet you miss someone, who?!I miss no one, sorry.17.Are you happy with your life right now?I am happy. Content. I'm at the end of a point, getting ready to move to the beginning of another. Starting over.Does that make sense?

18. Why did you last get upset? Uhh...I think I felt bad because my sister stepped in dog poop. And she was really upset because she thought she ruined her shoes, but she didn't. Then she hurt her ankle.

19. Who was the last person you texted? Don't text. Probably never will...

20. Who do you live with? My family. Amey, Thomas, and Katelyn.

21. Do you like living with them? I love living with them. Of course it can be annoying and frustrating at times (:. But they're my family. They've been there for me more than anyone else has been.

22. Whats your mood right now on myspace? It's enlightened. I tried changing it. It freaked out on me. I refreshed it, tried changing it again, freaked out on me. So I thought it wasn't meant for me to change it for some reason and left it at that.

24. Did you realise that there was no 23? Nope.

25. What does your profile song mean to you? It means that I love Frightened Rabbit madly.

26. Who did you last shout at and why? The phone was ringing, couldn't find it.So I said "Katelyn! Where's the phone OMG!??!?!?"

27.Are you normally a happy person? Yes. Because I tell myself to be.

28.What was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who?I haven't been to the movies in a long time. The last movie I watched was Eagle Eye.I want to go watch more movies.

29.Whats your fave food?Chicken. Turkey sandwiches.And I love port wine cheese. I don't care how many people says it's nasty. I love it.

30. Are you in love? I am not. I don't have the time and patience to be in love at this point in my life, anyhow.

31. Do you remember how you were 3 years ago? Three years ago...yeah.

32. if so, does it make you cringe? Sure, a little. But it also makes me proud to think of how far I've come today.

33. If you could be with someone right now, who would it be? I'd be with the cast of LOST :D! Just once I'd love to meet at least ONE OF THEM.

34. Do you have any blogs on your myspace? I sure do.

35. Whats your fave thing in your room? Hm...it's probably the stuff on my dresser.

36. Is this quiz boring you? No, it's served as some mild entertainment.

37. If you had one wish, what would you wish for? Oh come on, everyone knows this one. I'd wish for more wishes.

38. When was the last time you lied? Probably yesterday.

39. Are your lips chapped? A little bit.This darned cold weather!

40. Any last words? Hm. If you've read this far, wow. Kudos to you, pal, kudos to you.

by the way..

this blog has turned into something completely different than what was intended, hasn't it?

the little prince.

season 1-4 I disliked Jack. Sure, he had his moments (that I liked him) but most of the time, he annoyed me.

But season 5, season 5.

Tonight's episode was just...great. I loved it. Sure, I love the mythological parts of the show, and all the AWESOME twists, answers, questions, and connections.
But going back to the characters when needed always gets me. Always.

This episode I already began connecting with Jack. And if you know me you know that's crazy. And I get the feeling that something horrible is going to happen to Sawyer...I don't know why, but I get the feeling. And I loved the scene with him seeing Kate helping Claire give birth. His face was just...sdfklasjdlfjksdf.

There was plenty of other things that were great about this episode too, but I'm not going into that because it'd take FOREVER!

So, I love the writers and LOST and The Little Prince was awesome.

I can't wait until next week...

I LOVE LOST SO MUCH I'M SHAKING!

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*hyper spasms* and it's five in the morning!